Finding balance is hard to do and I have to admit that I am not the best at it. I have a very hard time balancing between work, kids, husband, home and social lifes. Just when I think I have a good groove going with some, a red flag goes up to show how bad I am laking at the others. I really wish I knew how some women do it. How in the world can they work a full time job, raise kids and be involved in the community all with a smile on their face? A lot of days this makes me feel really inadequate because I don't think I can balance these things.
As a person I have very few patience. It is something I have really been trying to work on, but this qualrity (or lack thereof) makes it very difficult not to get frustrated when things are off balance. I have to try really hard not to take my feelings out on my family and I am not always successful at doing so. There are days where my lack of patience results in yelling, followed by loads of guilt. These are moments I hate, yet no matter how much I work on them still happen. And yet after all my short comings, my family still loves me unconditionally and keep reminding me of what true love is all about....knowing someones faults, but loving them anyway. Thank you god for surrounding me with people who care and understand. I will do my best to be the best I can be.
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